Happy Held Back

Gave her a shoutout on the 3rd of July, only reason I held 'Happy' back was for you to question, high on guise.. I still would do my best, no less than a lie.. Am I happy, sure why die? Death was calling me, so I chased him out, reapers hang low in the sky.. When the clock isn't right, every second counts 4 the 5.. This may not impress you at the slightest, wonder why? I was playin' clean up, sectional suicide.. Those who've left at 27, don't regret a thing, it's you who cries.. Should I stay or should I go, I need my motivational by my side.. Really though heart speaks from inside, stay true to yourself, forget all even pride.. Restructuring, building blocks, my Life.. I'm always thinkin' of you, but time has to fly..